I can’t blame you anymore, because I really am the problem. I go back through everything in my head over and over, and every time it becomes real again. Every tear, every phone call feels like it is happening all over again.
God set me free of this ghost. I don’t want to hurt anymore. I don’t want to hurt others anymore.
My sorry isn’t over.
God I know you have so many plans for me, and I surrender to you. Boy is it hard to get over the places I have been. I am not meant to forget, and I am allowed to grieve, but is this really what it looks like? Is this healthy?
James 2:13 Because judgment without mercy will be shown to anyone who has not been merciful. Mercy triumphs over judgment