Nostalgic Disfunctionalism

I feel it tonight

When October Goes plays in the background, and I question whether I should thank John Brown for making me feel this way. When music uproots feelings I want so badly to suppress with sweet tea and leftovers I found in the fridge.

I thought I was above this: I am humbled.

I have to decide if I want to be happy or not.

Eight minuets drift by, and I still have to read for class.

I hear my roommate turning her key, and I snap back to reality.

I have to make a decision: I can’t keep doing this.



I'm just going to be real, sorry to offend.

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