I feel it tonight
When October Goes plays in the background, and I question whether I should thank John Brown for making me feel this way. When music uproots feelings I want so badly to suppress with sweet tea and leftovers I found in the fridge.
I thought I was above this: I am humbled.
I have to decide if I want to be happy or not.
Eight minuets drift by, and I still have to read for class.
I hear my roommate turning her key, and I snap back to reality.
I have to make a decision: I can’t keep doing this.